Our second moving experience was completely different from our first.
We had been happily serving at our church in Dalhart for almost a year and
a half when, on a camping trip with our friends, Zach got a voicemail from a
number we didn't recognize. The message was from a pastor at a church in
Oklahoma and he said that he worked with Phil, Zach's uncle. He also said that
they were currently looking for a worship pastor and wanted to know if Zach
would send his resume. When we heard the message, we actually laughed. We were
in no way looking for a new job and definitely weren't looking to move out of
state. It seemed very random and we didn't even have a serious conversation
about it until a few days later. I think we remembered that it happened on our
way home from camping and casually discussed what we should do. I think Zach
called his parents to hear their thoughts and even Phil to find out more about
the church. We decided that it wouldn't hurt to go ahead and send a resume. It
was also helpful that the pastor at our church in Dalhart had told us before
that any time an opportunity presents itself, he looks into it and encourages
the same for others. So, Zach sent his resume and the next day told our pastor
what had happened to be sure to keep him in the loop.
This time around it felt so different. We were in a different season and
really quite content where we were. We just told ourselves that we would walk
toward the open door and if God wanted us to go through it we would, but if He
closed it we would be ok with that too. We didn't need a job like we had needed
one the first time. I had really sweet friendships in Dalhart. In fact, one of
my friends I made while I was in town trying to find a place to live. We hit it
off so well that we were getting together 3-4 times a week within the first few
months of living there. We had several reasons to just stay where we were.
The nice thing about not needing a job was that we weren't too worried if
it was going to work out or not. We didn't feel a lot of pressure to try to
impress the people Zach was in contact with.
But this time, we also didn't have a list of things for God to confirm
for us. When we would talk about it and pray about it, we didn't feel like
anything was really being said to us. We knew that if we were going to move, we
wanted to go to a healthy church, full of life, but that was about it.
The interview process was really long and drawn out. It was so unusual
because every time there was a milestone in the process (like a phone call
coming or an in-person interview), we would say, "After this we'll
probably know." But every time, we always were still pretty on the fence
about what God was wanting us to do. Something that was pretty cool, that kept
drawing us toward this new church was their heart for orphans. Zach and I have
always felt a strong call to adopt eventually and during our interview lunch
with the pastor and associate pastor, they were telling us about the large
number of adoptions in the church. That was before we opened up about our
desires to do that. Another thing they told us about is the huge heart for
mission work. Zach and I have been on mission trips and really love to be apart
of a body that makes that a priority. We felt like God was stirring in our
hearts the things that we've been passionate about and giving us a vision for
how that would look at Evergreen.
I remember well how much I loved that God would speak to us so specifically
about going to Dalhart. And I would ask Him why He wasn't making it quite as
obvious with the new opportunity. We weren't feeling a strong call to move but
we also hadn't seen any red flags! He
began to show me that He was drawing me to a place in my walk with Him that
required more seeking to hear His small, quiet voice and more faith in my
ability to hear Him. He was still so faithful to speak to us and direct our
steps, but this time it was almost like I had to be a little more mature and
willing to trust Him, even when He wasn't writing it in the sky.
Zach was offered the job in September 2014 and by that point we were
certain it was what God was calling us to do. Our pastor in Dalhart was so kind
and gracious to walk with us every step of the way. We cried when we told our
friends we were moving. And I have done quite a bit of crying but have had
incredible peace about our move. It was so bittersweet to leave Dalhart--sad to
leave our friends/church but excited that God must have a good plan to be
taking us somewhere else.
We've been in Oklahoma for just over 4 months and have settled in. I
haven't made close, intimate friendships quite as quickly as I did in Dalhart
and that's okay. Our church is full of people who genuinely love God and are
just plain nice. We have felt so welcomed and loved since we moved here and we
are working on investing in our new relationships.
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